Friday, May 1, 2009

Void?

Not sure when it got into me
Not sure when was the first time I realised it's presence

Not sure how I learnt to sweep it under the rug
Not sure how I pretend that I've got rid of it
Not sure how I cover it with some makeup from time to time
Not sure how I can run away from it

Not sure if I could throw it into deep sea
Not sure if I can build the courage to totally accept it
Not sure if I can stand up to get away with it
Not sure if I can find a way to overcome to it

Not sure if it will make the seconds too long before they pass by
Not sure if it is going to sit over all of me
Not sure if it will swallow me
Not sure if I can learn to live with it

Not sure why it haunts me day in and out?

hmmmm......